They say something has changed. They say I've changed. They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They say something has changed. They say I've changed. They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate. They claim they don't understand. They tell me I used to be cheerful but now my eyes and tone of my voice lost its light and admits fear.
Unsure whether it's because of the painful memory but I go on by emptying my heart. Lucid hearts are defective products of this world. That's why I badly want to taint mine. They tell me that if you love, you start to take after each other; maybe I want to take after you a bit.
Atrocious. Love is atrocious. You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you're suffocating me. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it. More you know, worse you become.
The words I wouldn't normally get riled up about: "You don't seem yourself". I question, "What is me?" but of course I know only too well. I can't bear to look at myself. Whether I've been embraced or have closed my eyes, I just can't sleep at ease. I yearn for alcohol, something I usually have hard drinking. Drunk on anxiety, as the dawn drizzle pours down I stagger through the street I start to quarrel and my mouth that once used to whisper so many kind words has been tainted by a profanity. Can't rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe. I lie customarily and harass in the name of 'Love'
Atrocious. Humans are atrocious. You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you're suffocating me. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it. More you know, worse you become.
Only thing that's worse than you is, I, who couldn't forget you and ended up being tainted. I, who continues to act cold towards the other people. Only thing that's worse than you is, I, who couldn't forget you and ended up being tainted. I, who is cold towards the other people.
Bad, it's so bad. It hurts. It hurts so much. What we call love. Love is a sickness. Can I get a witness? Bad, it's so bad. It hurts. It hurts so much. What we call love. Love is a sickness. Can I get a witness? Love is a sickness. Love.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it.
Lyrics: Translated by jellythecake
Posted by Axronsam at 6:07 PM
Monday, October 3, 2011
lost.
I feel like my emotions are very lost... I dont know how am I feeling.. Only an aching once in a while... Its irritating.. My mind feels like a mess.. A horrible mess... I'm unsure what my mind would become if this continues... Its like I'm losing my mind out.. Yet I'm so good enduring it that no one knew anything at all...