Friday, August 26, 2011
worried
My chest is aching much more...
its like I felt more worried..
I never gotten this feeling before...
its making me feel very distracted..
its like its linked to those dreams i had...
It'll drive me insane sooner or later..
I need a cure..
but the thing is I don't even know what wrong with me...
I felt so messed up in my mind...
I guess..
I'm worried... for you..
when you don't even know what I'm feeling all these time...
I'm so stubborn...
such a stupid fool..
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Posted by Axronsam at 1:08 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
like.
I like her, yet I know she'll never like me back.
All I can do is to help her as much as possible in studies..
What else can I do..?
Its better if I'm the one getting hurt then her being troubled.
right..?
Posted by Axronsam at 12:59 AM
Monday, August 22, 2011
sacrifice
I'm willing to sacrifice everyone I have now for a better future of you.
But I'll surely be said and scolded for all these.
"Why are you doing so much for that person when she don't even loves you back?"
"Why giving so much care when they might not even give a dam about you after everything's over?"
true..
Then what should I do?
Finish every single one of them?
I can't.. I'm too weak hearted.
My emotions are suffocating me..
I can't sleep well at night.
Why am I always feeling all these now..?
I must not get distracted.
They'll forget me sooner or later..(?)
I might as well just...
Posted by Axronsam at 12:11 PM