what if I I'm angry?
what if I'm upset?
what if I've know my limit?
what if I'm seeking revenge?
But what if I forget everything?
But what if I forgive everything?
what if...?
Being kind and helpful will only let people step on you more..
I was very sad at that point..
You know my situation..
Yet you didn't comfort me..
I trusted you..
Yet I realise I've not seen the real mind of yours...
Then the other day,
I cried the whole night.
I vomit all over..
Drunk like an idiot.
I wanted to find you to go for a walk..
Yet you give me all those cold replies..
You're a good friend.
I won't forget your kindness..
I won't treat you the same as before anymore.
Thank you.
I'm Sorry...
I wanted to give it to you...
But you seems to drop it..
And its broken..
forever..
I have a weak heart.
All these feelings are killing me..
Its getting all numb..
自作多情,
自己骗自己,
自己害自己...
不是你的错..
都是我自己不好..
对不起-