Tuesday, November 30, 2010
g.d.i.
what am I doing...I need to work on something soon..
if not everything will be flank...
all gone..
all wasted....
tell me what should I do..?
Posted by Axronsam at 10:03 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2010
4th page.
I've finally finish the 4th page..still got 2month plus...
I hope time can wait with me...
seems like there's still quite a number of pages..
but time gotten be more tighten now..
term test is coming up...
lots of things to prepare..
maybe same as last sem..
studying with everyone else...
I'll work hard again..
I wish i can help you more..... :\
Posted by Axronsam at 11:27 PM
27/11/2010 horocope reading.
You are likely to distance yourself from others now, feeling the need to withdraw and reflect. Your thoughts are inclined to be heavy and pessimistic at this time, so it would be good to realize that you are only seeing part of the picture. This can also be a time of leaving, separating from relationships and choosing a new way.Posted by Axronsam at 12:18 PM
Friday, November 26, 2010
かわいい....
かわいい~~~ (..- -.. )
Posted by Axronsam at 10:32 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2010
huh?
I'm really losing understanding...I'm a bit lost here..
I don't know which should be which..?
I'm all confused...
Posted by Axronsam at 11:12 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
lost mind.
because I'm trying to cool myself down.I'm already feeling lots of pressure on me...
but I must kept under control...
so that everything will continue to seem normal..
lower my temper.
being less selfish.
trying my best to help others if can..
how I wish you know how I'm feeling now..
:\
Posted by Axronsam at 10:42 PM
yes.
Yes. I'm a dumb man.
Posted by Axronsam at 10:35 PM
laugh?
you might just be somewhere outside smile and laughing around..while I'm like a loser frustrating over stupid stuffs..
this brain is screwing things up..
today is 22.11.
I wish to forgive and forget.
Posted by Axronsam at 9:36 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2010
清水佐紀への幸せな誕生日~
Its my favorite singer's birthday~
hahaha~
><
清水佐紀, 19歳誕生日おめでとう~!
:D
Posted by Axronsam at 11:39 PM
fear
because of fear, you dare not face forward..because of fear, you dare not step forward..
because of fear, you dare not speak up...
because of fear, you dare not reach out...
because of fear, you dare not think wider..
because of fear, you're wasting your own time..
because of fear, you feel like a failure..
Posted by Axronsam at 1:16 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
beats.
I spit out abit..I walked a few more steps..
just hoping that I'm walking the correct route..
a road I've wanted to walk..
Posted by Axronsam at 11:42 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
yay..?
yay..I've step forward..
I hope to walk more..
thankyou.
Posted by Axronsam at 11:11 PM
sms~
I've sended a message..not hoping much of a reply..
but then..
I've gotten quite a warm reply..
thank you..
ahaha...
I feel so dumb..
Posted by Axronsam at 9:50 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2010
sound of a broken heart
In so many ways I tried to reach youAnd I don’t know why I couldn’t get through
When I tried so hard to break your guard
Didn’t know it would leave this scar
Leave this scar
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
Chorus:
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
When will the world start spinnin’
And what happened to my happy ending
Learning what it takes, to turn this page
Didn’t know how to walk away
Walk away
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
Chorus
And I won’t stay down; I know my heart’s still beating
Cos I hear the sound, tellin’ me I’m alright
Tellin’ me to move on
Chorus
Still feel the pain for you
Still beats the same x 2
Posted by Axronsam at 11:29 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2010
zeon
Posted by Axronsam at 10:37 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
silence kills
Its been silence for quite a long time..it feels as though we aren't meeting one another...
my words feels very weighted...
I can only look at you from a distance...
this silence is killing me...
what should I do...?
what can I do...?
):
Posted by Axronsam at 10:25 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
10/11/2010 horocope reading.
At this time you are able to be very clear and above-board with other people, bringing out your desires and differences between yourself and others in a way that is unlikely to offend or stir up hostility. Because you appear confident, others are inclined to follow your lead now.Your feelings are running high during this period. You may find yourself so emotionally charged that it is difficult not to tell everyone how you feel about everything. Letting your feelings flow is fine as long as you are careful who you let them flow to. Unmanaged compassion may lead you to aide some who don't really need or merit your help.
Posted by Axronsam at 10:39 PM
Monday, November 8, 2010
heart wire.
it seems the horoscope is still right...I'm frustrated today...
over myself...
for being so dumb...
so careless....
so emo...
so sian...
so stress.....
so irritated....
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
so bad
Posted by Axronsam at 10:48 PM
Sunday, November 7, 2010
please don't be so cold on me... :(
Posted by Axronsam at 11:18 PM
7/11/2010 horocope reading.
You can celebrate now and do so in the fine company of friends. Someone has some great news for you and you'll be apart of the celebrations. Of course remember that sharing is part of the process of success - don't be stingy when it comes to gift buying for this particular occasion.Say what you feel and feel what you say, it's easier now and you can do so with little fear of getting into trouble. On the other hand you can better understand what others are trying to tell you at the gut or intuitive level.
Posted by Axronsam at 12:35 PM
Saturday, November 6, 2010
obvious (lyrics)
[Shane:]Yeah, ooooh...
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
[Bryan (Westlife):]
I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me (Bryan echo: just like me)
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...
[Mark:]
You are my very first thought in the morning
[Shane:]
And my last at nightfall
[Mark:]
You are the love that came without warning
[Mark & Shane:]
I need you, I want you to know
[Shane (Westlife):]
I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
[Westlife:]
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
[Shane:]
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song
Posted by Axronsam at 8:40 PM
obvious
Posted by Axronsam at 8:22 PM
gravity.
I donno why I eat a lot today..Its like its not full...
but my money limit my spending.
feeling a bit weird today.
suddenly will felt like floating up for a sec.
wth.
(==)
tomorrow is sunday already..
then its monday...
:\
I still dont know how to face....
:(
Posted by Axronsam at 7:57 PM
miss.
your reactions seems to be haunting me...I kept thinking the i saw you..
these seems very bad..
I seems deeply corrupted..
my eyes are already playing tricks on me..
what next eh..?
I'm still coughing...
2weeks already..
very bad...
:\
Posted by Axronsam at 12:38 PM
Thursday, November 4, 2010
away?
Don't ignore ...feeling very bad already....
Why is it so hard trying to talk to ...
Its like don't even want to listen to ...
must have really done something wrong..
feeling really really bad...
a very bad person..
:(
Posted by Axronsam at 8:22 PM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
désolé
Je suis désolé..
Je vous aime..
I seriously don't know what to do...
why issit so different from others...
I miss the past...
At least its more harmony...
At least everyone talk more often...
what happened...?
I only know I'm at fault..
But I don't know how to change things back..
I'm now laughing around, smiling around...
Trying to fill my wound with random sh!ts.
Trying to fill my wound with random sh!ts.
Je t'aime
Posted by Axronsam at 10:29 PM
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
bad luck,.
'like' seems distanced away...studies choices got rejected...
Brain not thinking smoothly...
everything stressed up..
everything fml.
Its only the 2nd week of sem1.2...
many things suks.
wow....
great..
hahahaha~!
Posted by Axronsam at 10:13 PM
Monday, November 1, 2010
11:11
"I wish I'm not so stressed up."
Posted by Axronsam at 11:16 PM
humans.
Stupid humans like them, making a fool out of themselves, thinking they are very funny, are just wasting oxygen on earth.Seriously pity their parents, raising them up and end up their children becoming irritating bugs. ( ==)
Humans won't learn. unless something really big happen in their life.
Until they know what is lost. what is gone.
then they'll start humming and crying over split milks.
screw everything.
irritating..