Sunday, October 31, 2010

diy Danboard.

Posted by Axronsam at 9:31 PM

irritating

School system irritates me..
Aren't school suppose make themselves a good study environment..!?
Then why making all these complicated shits.

Now I want to change my cluster and they send me a email not saying I'm able to get in or not, or whether I need to change some stuffs or what.
I mail that guy and he still haven't replied me.
wth is this.

screw the system.
everything irritates me now....
so pissed.

Nothing's going well...
I'm having no luck..
many things kinda sucks more now.

fml.
wow...
( ==)

Posted by Axronsam at 1:04 AM

Saturday, October 30, 2010

have?

有机会吗..?
有资格吗...?

Posted by Axronsam at 12:52 AM

Thursday, October 28, 2010

sick?

WTH am I so stress over such things..
wtfwtfwtfwthwthwthwth....

I'm only dam 18.
am I'm so irritated..
sooo dam irritated......
why so stress?!?

screw everything.

Posted by Axronsam at 10:18 PM

sick.

I thought today was going to be better..
I've already push all the positive mind to start that day..

but then..

I greeted you..
and gotten quite a cold reaction.. :\

I tried to talk more..
but every word simply got cut off..

eyes doesn't met long...

only about to see from the back..

I'm not good at this..

stupid noob.

I don't want to get to stress over it.

somemore this sem's timetable is killing me already..

I fear this few months might turn bad...

I'm just..

a little sad. ):

Posted by Axronsam at 9:01 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

badman

Felt like a really bad person...
I'm really sorry...

Posted by Axronsam at 10:55 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

question.

"are you ok?"
"why you like that?"
"you still sick?"
"you need help?"
"everything fine?"
"why so hardworking?"
"why you so smart?"

"today not like you leh?"

"what happened?"

"issit because of..?"

"who you...?"

so many questions in one day.
I feel so dead and mood-less today....
( _ _)...

"I lost something along the way."

Posted by Axronsam at 10:17 PM

Monday, October 25, 2010

完蛋了...

stupid dumb dumb...
less then one sentence..
or maybe none...

all courage seems lost...

no one listen..
no one hear...
no one see..
no one feel..
no one understand..
no one know...
no one realise...

nobody..

broken already..
don't save..
just let the wind blow to somewhere, anywhere else..

Posted by Axronsam at 9:30 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2010

想?

"想她吗~?"

对啊...
有想她....

现在开学了..
能见到你了.....

但现在
觉得有点怪怪...
不知为什么.....

now I understand the question for today..
and I'll learn a answer tomorrow...

Posted by Axronsam at 11:42 PM

cya~

"at least i get to see you tomorrow.."

Posted by Axronsam at 11:55 AM

me?

"what type of person am I seriously..?"

Posted by Axronsam at 12:42 AM

communication.

Its just one of the dreams.
Its just one of the wishes.

I'm just..
trying to think,
yet trying not to think..
Trying to know..
Trying to say..
Trying to help...

I might just study like a mad man next sem..
which is starting tomorrow...

I'll work hard..
so that I can help..
I can teach..
I can accompany...

to get closer..
to get nearer...

:\

Posted by Axronsam at 12:30 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2010

answer?

this mind again...
its getting more messy then usual...
why like this..
( ==)

are those mistakes?
stupid mistake made by me.
I might start to feel lost..
everything seems different now..
why?

yet the key is still lying there.
and the door still shut close.

(?)

Posted by Axronsam at 11:43 PM

mistake?

mistake mistake mistake...
everything keep running through my mind...
can't i just stop thinking about it..?
feels so frustrated at times...
feeling regretting...
all those stupid mistake...
:\

Posted by Axronsam at 1:15 PM

ouch.

ah.. that kinda hurt...
i thought things are getting better.
I'll pause for a while then.
so sorry~ D:

Posted by Axronsam at 12:28 PM

stress?

I'm stress?
over what?
huh?

( ==)

only the past few months...
I'm feeling weird...
even my friends says so..
hahhahaha.

i guess people change...
hahahaha...

i need some break..
again...

at least ytd(22/10/2010)
ur reply made me smile a little..
haha...
^^

Posted by Axronsam at 1:18 AM

Friday, October 22, 2010

frustrated

frustrated over small stuffs..
this isn't me.
can I have more break?
not holidays or weekends..
just time for me to rest, have fun & forget about all the miserable things...
D:

Posted by Axronsam at 1:39 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2010

bad,

lame, dumb, stupid, bad.
mistake mistake mistake mistake all over my face..

I can't believe a person like me.
knowing myself for 18yrs.
will come to this state....

wow... hahahahahahahahahahahaa... ( ==).....

Posted by Axronsam at 11:07 PM

11:11?

previous 11:11 wish failed.
:\
didn't come true..
when am I so into all this wishyy thingy...
( ==)

Posted by Axronsam at 10:32 AM

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

(:

laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile
laugh laugh smile smile

as though
nothing happened.
nothing known.
nothing bad.

Posted by Axronsam at 11:26 PM

( ~~)

immature, dumb dumb boy.
( =A=)....
ytd night cough like donno what..
mum finally bring out the deadly drink of all deadly drinks..
no choice but to drink it..
make me 1hr later then can sleep.. ( _ _)~@

just knew my monday and tuesday 's timetable.
then realise..
only the 2 of us has the same timetable..
others will have a bit different..
wth is this man... (==; )......

Posted by Axronsam at 11:54 AM

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

zombie

cough cough cough cough...
I feel soo dead now..
this stupid cough..
and this stupid brain..
nothing's coming good..
all bad bad bad....
D:

DAM SIAN LAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HH
HHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

):

Posted by Axronsam at 11:58 AM

Monday, October 18, 2010

1 word.

one word replies again.. :\
I might go crazy anytime. D:
now i really donno how, donno what to do....
soo sad... ;(

Posted by Axronsam at 11:50 PM

last week of break.

I wanna use this last week of holiday to the fullness..
then when school start,
i might go back to the serious mood already..
slowly slowly more and more seriously..
till another break..
):

I really feel like I've made a lot of very very stupid & dumb mistake.. :\
now I'm a bit losing out.. ( ==)

Posted by Axronsam at 3:49 PM

one word.

your one word sentence..
makes it very hard to continue the conversation..
or is it not wanted..
):

Posted by Axronsam at 3:40 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2010

.

"Why am I so scared to lose you when you're not even mine?"

Posted by Axronsam at 11:09 PM

Posted by Axronsam at 9:46 PM

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Posted by Axronsam at 9:38 PM

irritates..

it irritates me...
one by one..
day by day...
night by night...

feeling like a stupid dumb dumb....
( - -)....

"when will the hiding stop?
when will the story start?
when will the mind get peace?
when will the fishes find their answers..?"

Posted by Axronsam at 9:26 PM

lazy~

lazy lazy lazy lazy~
my body is aching.. D:

ah...

didn't sleep well again..
i kept coughing in the middle of the night..
( ==)

----

"Want to be your biggest fan.
To shout for your name.
Support your Decisions.
Cheer for you.
Draw pictures of you.
Look out for you.
Think of you.
Get close to you.
Like you.
and Love you."

Posted by Axronsam at 3:18 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2010

dream again..

why did you come to my dream again..?
issit really that when i keep thinking of it and I'll dream of it..?
ah gosh...
( _ _)
I'm feeling all so moodless now..
I still have work later..
zzZzzzZZz..

sorry to hear about that incident..
there seems to be nothing i can do but sending encouraging words...
I hope everything will be all right..
I'll pray..

(= =; )....

Posted by Axronsam at 1:51 PM

Friday, October 15, 2010

想

i was told not to think too much..
by many nice people..

但我又想起_了..
突然忘记周围的事情..
就停了一下子...

我该怎么办才好....

觉得很傻, 很笨...
好像什么都做不好...
之懂得读读, 画画, 喝喝, 玩玩, 睡睡..
哈哈哈....
这样下去...
会变疯的....
D:

Posted by Axronsam at 1:59 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

aiya..

头好晕...
喉咙好干...
身体很懒惰...

啊...

好像要生病了....
):

Posted by Axronsam at 1:52 PM

梦

为什么你要出现在我梦里...?
这样会让我很压力.....
很难受...
现在开觉得有点累......
不知该做什么...(?)

Posted by Axronsam at 11:47 AM

明白

不明白我自己...
不应该说这么快......
啊....
好笨啊....
):

Posted by Axronsam at 12:18 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

sane

what if one day i really go crazy..
go insane.
like siao already...
what will happen..?

I did really feel a bit change in myself..
when did it happened..?
how did it happen?

what will the future be like..?
how will I walk this road..?

D:

Posted by Axronsam at 11:55 PM

dreaming.

just got hit all of a sudden.
off my com and get to bed..
somehow this time i dose off to sleep quite fast..

But because of that dream..
ruin my whole sleep...

a dream.
seems so perfect..
so ideal.
but everything is just a dream..
not a reality..

and now my throat is feeling weird..
like too dry.
zzzz...

not a good night.
this sucks.
fml.
( ==).....

Posted by Axronsam at 11:35 AM

sms.

at least i know you saw my sms...

Posted by Axronsam at 12:07 AM

Monday, October 11, 2010

break.

I saw you online.
ah.
sudden break..
But I don't know what to do..
or what can I do..
feel so dumb.
so useless..
zzzz...

):

giddy dizzy...

(@@)....

Posted by Axronsam at 11:45 PM

how?

always looking from the back.
can't seems to face..
ah...
this suck.
( ==)

seriously don't get it.
why they make it like everything is so simple?
say till like its not a problem..
wth.
seriously..
are they even serious about it?
zzzzz..

seriously don't get it...

=_=

Posted by Axronsam at 1:50 PM

Saturday, October 9, 2010

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Posted by Axronsam at 3:14 PM

rings.

here should import more of these types of ring~ I sure buy one~ =x

Posted by Axronsam at 2:47 PM

3rd page

3 pages done..
deadline at new year.
mmm...
its classified.

Posted by Axronsam at 2:35 PM

goal.

I found a new goal to work hard for...
please wait for me..
I'll work very hard to my max..

and I'm sorry for not have good conversations in the past...
but I wish to improve in the future..
I'll work harder then usual.

Posted by Axronsam at 1:55 PM

ITS TOO LATE

Posted by Axronsam at 1:54 PM

Thursday, October 7, 2010

sian la...!

ZZzZZzZZzZZzZZZzZZzZZZzzZZzZZZzzZZZ.....
sian la
sian la
sian la
sian la
sian la
sian la
sian la
sian la

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz-----

i feel so dumb
dumb dumb.
zzzz

stupid stupid.
slow slow
lame lame
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

only to you.
i cant act normally...
i donno why.
i hate my body.
screw this brain.
z
z
z
z
zz
z

z

Posted by Axronsam at 11:59 AM

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

6/10/2010 horocope reading.

Don't let negative thinking get you down criticism for its own sake is a waste of time. Lack of confidence can take the wind out of your sails, so believe in yourself even when others don't. Sail straight and true through the currents of self-doubt and ignore the sometimes jealous remarks of others who would see you give up. Small, multiple moves are favored over big leaps, they mount up and you go just as far.

A confidence that no matter what happens today, it will all work out for the best. Having some faith in yourself and others is exactly what will make that come true. Any long term plans with your partner that will benefit you both in the near future is best worked out together today, rather than as a surprise.

my gosh... D:

Posted by Axronsam at 10:59 AM

さきちゃん~

さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~さきちゃん~
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ok enough.. ==

さきちゃん~*

=x