Friday, April 30, 2010

drawing..

all i can do is draw those pictures...
nothing will change...
a chance will hardly come...
maybe i should change the course of road..
but it doesn't seems easy to..
hai...
haha...
:)

Posted by Axronsam at 7:57 PM

Thursday, April 29, 2010

=..=

Heavy-footed...
I felt so restless...
zzzz......

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Posted by Axronsam at 7:35 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2010





lol.

Posted by Axronsam at 6:14 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

gundam lol.





BB SD Gundams.. lol.. ==

Posted by Axronsam at 6:30 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

dead pc.

due to my PC's broken down,
I've haven't been blogging..
just gotten my laptop.
haha.
Tmr going to school and ask one of my teacher if he could help out in my com.

At TP for one week already..
Still able to cope for now.
Understand more about the course..
My classmate are all good people.
I'll surly work well with them for this 3 years.
haha..

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私は、本当に何を望みますか...?

Posted by Axronsam at 1:56 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

maybe.

Maybe things change...
Just a future to look out for... haha...
Nothing much I can really do..
School start this coming monday..
so ya...
just like that..
that's all......


がんばって~! hwaiting~!

Posted by Axronsam at 11:02 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

H!P voting 2010.





Hello! Project voting 2010.

Posted by Axronsam at 5:57 PM

I'm a bad boy...
So I don't get what I wanted....
everything felt so 'f'ed up...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

sad... very sad... D:

all i like now is draw~
me go draw draw now..
ja...

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死にたい気がしてください...


しかし、それはこのように終わってはいけません...正しく?

Posted by Axronsam at 4:17 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

boring...


I felt like today was a waste of time...
I don't like it..
I was moving on the outside, dead on the inside...
There's nothing interest me..
I want go design...
dam it...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................
gsdfhrtgeagjthr23465uewd1whg!~~!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=.=

What can I do....
Just continue?

zzz...
this is bullsh*t.
=_____=

am I regretting?

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私が欲しいすべては、私の理想的な人生です...私がそれを引き出さないようです...理由...不公平...

Posted by Axronsam at 11:20 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

maybe..

Maybe everything should end...
Its miserable here..
Since I can't reach it...
Or even able to get near...
Hopelessness...
Fairness doesn't seems to exist anymore...



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歴史でない...将来でない...
何からも、始まらないでください...
何も終わりません...

Posted by Axronsam at 3:02 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010

drawing...

I just remembered that one of my drawing was send as a s.s.(art) for last year's o level...
I've worked so hard to draw all those.. color them.. and I didn't quite like my result..

I started to like drawing since Pri4.
There was one time I drew a robot for my art..
Many of my friends said I drew it nice and I start to get a bit more confident in my drawing..
but than I only got a C for that drawing..
while many of my close friends get better than me...
.......

I've gotten over it..


Primary school ended. and I gotten to Secondary School.
I continued drawing lots of stuffs...
Than because of anime..
I started to like drawing human character...
I noticed that I draw better in female character than male ones..
So I thought I'll focus more on that..

Than I don't know when..
when/who started...
I'm always be laugh for drawing 'H'..
That suck..
But I just pretended and joke around with that..
just like that...

I joined classes for drawing anime character..
I've always wanted to improve my skills..
Gotten some good marks from the person who marked my work..
I got happy again..
Some good friends also support me..
I was really happy back than..

But until 'O' paper 1..
I've gotten slackly..
I wonder why at that time..
I think it was paper one that killed me..
I'm regretting now..



Now.. I'm still drawing... still...
Because someone changed my thought..
I have a goal now..
an aim to reach..

Someone I don't know..
Someone that don't know me...
just someone..




"Pandora box..
misey begins to flow out as soon as it's opened.. that's it..
it's hopelessness.."

J

Posted by Axronsam at 8:57 PM

Thursday, April 8, 2010

new spect

yay for getting new spect..
boo for -ing $68 from bank... =,=

somehow, people outside seems to be unsure whether I know how to speck Chinese or not~
They will start speaking some chinese to me, than ask me," you understand chinese right?"
I was like "ya (゚ー゚)" =_=

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どこで、私は「ラブ・ストーリー」を見つけることができますか?

Posted by Axronsam at 6:02 PM

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

broken.



ah... it broke...
tomorrow going to ask if able to change the frame..


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私は尋ねています...いつ?...
答えは、まだ来ていないです....

Posted by Axronsam at 11:25 PM

excess..

184 - 153 = 31...

just too much for me...

wonder how does it feel to unlock the cage..

and everything kept inside will be free...

I'll work hard and wait till the day comes...

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それで、私を待ってください...

Posted by Axronsam at 12:12 AM

Monday, April 5, 2010

sleepless..

I've noticed that I'm having trouble sleeping at night...
I got tired at first,
but I don't get sleepy once I lied on my bed...
wonder whats the reason...
Than I get very tired when I woke up..
even though I've slept for 10hrs..
=.=


--

School is starting very soon..
wonder what type of classmate I'll get to see~
There is orientation next week..
kinda don't wanna go..
but its compulsory....
-.-

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Just gotten BerryzKB's 6th album, Osakebi.
This album is just awesome~! :D
Love it to the max!
haha....

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"멀쩡하게 뛰고 있는 심장이 다 망가질듯이 너는 Make me crazy"
私は、あなたをつかまえないことに夢中になっています...

Posted by Axronsam at 6:27 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010

risako 16th bd

Happy Birthday Sugaya Risako~~

菅谷梨沙子, 16歳

Posted by Axronsam at 6:17 PM

Saturday, April 3, 2010

april10 bbq + overnite

Yesterday went to Eric condo for BBQ~
I've ate a lot there.. keep complaining "very full"~
I also stayed over at his condo.
Also drank some wine~ hehe~
Didn't slept much..
This morning when I returned home,
after I've bath and eat,
I went to sleep~
All the way until 4++~ haha~
so tired..
I've also uploaded some photo on facebook.
So feel free to take a look~ ^^

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How do you know when your ready to be in love?
How do you know who is the right person for you?
This "love" seems to be a really wonderful thing...
But it seems to be also something to make some people suffer...

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なぜ、私はあなたが他とそれほど異なるのを見ますか..?
私があなたのことを考えるたびに、私は苦しんでいます...

Posted by Axronsam at 11:18 PM